001404970 000__ 05357cam\\2200817Ii\4500 001404970 001__ 1404970 001404970 003__ OCoLC 001404970 005__ 20240708151814.0 001404970 008__ 120615t20132013nyu\\\\\\\\\\\000\0deng\d 001404970 010__ $$a2013464818 001404970 019__ $$a864670387$$a953430352$$a966546444$$a967811635$$a973965535$$a980522166$$a985322076$$a988990468$$a989709340$$a990485622$$a990586351$$a990643202$$a992230401$$a993147927$$a993242323$$a993319927$$a993924464$$a995246618$$a995547325$$a995877383$$a1000111087$$a1000504754$$a1001932147$$a1002313490$$a1002676834$$a1003753744$$a1004880396$$a1005939041$$a1007411704$$a1010741855$$a1011607853$$a1013393592$$a1014205285$$a1015720384$$a1017884149$$a1020427860$$a1021084708$$a1022733585$$a1022988136$$a1026428043$$a1027970538$$a1029103658$$a1029328191$$a1030761177$$a1031883538$$a1035034130$$a1037230450$$a1037251912$$a1083847879$$a1089157869 001404970 020__ $$a9780062049735$$q(hardcover) 001404970 020__ $$a0062049739$$q(hardcover) 001404970 0291_ $$aAU@$$b000050771931 001404970 0291_ $$aAU@$$b000051213398 001404970 0291_ $$aAU@$$b000051341152 001404970 0291_ $$aDEBSZ$$b393880109 001404970 0291_ $$aNZ1$$b14804737 001404970 035__ $$a(OCoLC)795758019 001404970 037__ $$bHarpercollins, Keystone Industrial Park, Scranton, PA, USA, 18512$$nSAN 200-2086 001404970 040__ $$aBTCTA$$beng$$erda$$cBTCTA$$dBDX$$dKLP$$dCXP$$dJQM$$dYDXCP$$dFOLLT$$dJQM$$dGCB$$dKSA$$dTLE$$dWIM$$dCPL$$dLE#$$dABG$$dCDX$$dBWX$$dVP@$$dDRU$$dIXA$$dOCLCQ$$dLMR$$dEYP$$dILC$$dDLC$$dKEC$$dNKM$$dOCLCQ$$dNDS$$dSFR$$dBYV$$dRB0$$dZEM$$dHRF$$dTAW$$dROC$$dOCLCQ$$dOCLCO$$dQQ3$$dOCLCF$$dMST$$dOCL$$dMNXPY$$dFSP$$dBRL$$dQNC$$dUOK$$dFWR$$dOCL$$dOCLCA$$dOCLCQ$$dOCLCO$$dCOO$$dOCLCO$$dISE 001404970 043__ $$an-us--- 001404970 049__ $$aISEA 001404970 050_4 $$aBR115.H6$$bC469 2013 001404970 08204 $$a261.8/35766$$223 001404970 1001_ $$aChu, Jeff,$$eauthor. 001404970 24510 $$aDoes Jesus really love me? :$$ba gay Christian's pilgrimage in search of God in America /$$cJeff Chu. 001404970 250__ $$aFirst edition. 001404970 264_1 $$aNew York :$$bHarperCollins,$$c[2013] 001404970 264_4 $$c©2013 001404970 300__ $$a353 pages ;$$c24 cm 001404970 336__ $$atext$$btxt$$2rdacontent 001404970 337__ $$aunmediated$$bn$$2rdamedia 001404970 338__ $$avolume$$bnc$$2rdacarrier 001404970 5050_ $$aIntroduction: Does Jesus love me? -- Beginnings: In the capital of Christian America, Nashville, Tennessee -- The agnostics: New York; Bangor, Maine -- Josh Cook: "My Christianity became a vague spiritual notion" -- Yes, Jesus hates you: Westboro Baptist Church, Topeka, Kansas -- The power and the story: The scandal of the Harding University Queer Press, Searcy, Arkansas -- Exit strategy, part I: Exodus International's Reorientation Ministry, Orlando, Florida; Irvine, California -- Exit strategy, part II: A visit to an Exodus group, Kirkland, Washington -- John Smid: "Things I've taught have been wounding" -- Freedom to marry: Jake and Elizabeth Buechner, a city in the northern United States -- Choosing celibacy: Kevin Olson, St. Paul, Minnesota -- Ted Haggard: "I am being resurrected" -- The ministry is the closet: Ben Dubow, Hartford, Connecticut -- Agreeing to disagree: The Evangelical Covenant Church, Chicago -- Benjamin L. Reynolds: "Brothers, I think the church needs a season of prayer" -- What price, unity?: First United Lutheran Church, San Francisco -- New community: The Gay Christian Network, Raleigh, North Carolina -- David Johnson: "My answer is always the same: God loves you no matter what" -- Keeping it together: The Schert family, Valdosta, Georgia -- Return of the exiles: Lianna Carrera and Jennifer Knapp, Hollywood, California; Nashville, Tennessee -- Mary Glasspool : "God said to me: I am bigger than the church" -- A house of prayer for all people: The Metropolitan Community Church, San Francisco; Las Vegas -- Feels like home: Highlands Church, Denver -- I think God understands : Gideon Eads, Kingman, Arizona. 001404970 520__ $$aWhen Jeff Chu came out to his parents as a gay man, his devout Christian mother cried. And cried. Every time she looked at him. For months. As a journalist and a believer, Chu knew that he had to get to the heart of a question that had been haunting him for years: Does Jesus really love me? The quest to find an answer propels Chu on a remarkable cross-country journey to discover the God "forbidden to him" because of his sexuality. Surveying the breadth of the political and theological spectrum, from the most conservative viewpoints to the most liberal, he tries to distill what the diverse followers of Christ believe about homosexuality and to understand how these people who purportedly follow the same God and the same Scriptures have come to hold such a wide range of opinions. Why does Pastor A believe that God hates me, especially because of my gayness? Why does Person B believe that God loves me, gayness and all? From Brooklyn to Nashville to California, from Westboro Baptist Church and their "God Hates Fags" protest signs, to the pioneering Episcopalian bishop Mary Glasspool who proclaims a message of liberation and divine love, Chu captures spiritual snapshots of Christian America at a remarkable moment, when tensions between both sides in the culture wars have rarely been higher. 001404970 60010 $$aChu, Jeff. 001404970 650_0 $$aHomosexuality$$zUnited States$$xReligious aspects. 001404970 650_0 $$aChristianity$$zUnited States. 001404970 650_0 $$aChristian gays$$zUnited States. 001404970 650_0 $$aSexual reorientation programs. 001404970 655_0 $$aAutobiography. 001404970 655_2 $$aAutobiography$$0(DNLM)D020493 001404970 655_4 $$aNonfiction. 001404970 655_7 $$aAutobiographies.$$2lcgft 001404970 655_7 $$aAutobiographies.$$2rvmgf$$0(CaQQLa)RVMGF-000000520 001404970 852__ $$bgen$$hBR115.H6 C469 2013 001404970 909CO $$ooai:library.usi.edu:1404970$$pGLOBAL_SET 001404970 980__ $$aBIB 001404970 980__ $$aBOOK