Moth egg:
Call me (Moth)
Almost summer (again)
Now I live a secondhand life
When I lived in New York City
(Aunt Jack's) list of rules
(Moth's) list of rules
Virginia : almost-last bus ride of junior year
Boy with long black hair shows up in homeroom
"Shared" locker rules
Final pep rally : dance team
Transverse orientation
Bus ride home
Same stop (Sani lights a cigarette)
Moths
I dream of my grandfather (rootworker)
Morning rituals (last day of school)
Final drama class : stories
The girl who lived
Summer song
Sani singing in the empty room
I find Sani by the vending machines
Note Sani slips into my hand
Egg
[Texts between me and Sani]
I used to dance
If I went to therapy, I think it would go like this
Reasons I hate summer
Black witch moth
Aunt Jack is leaving for the summer
Goodbye note stuck to the fridge
Dust #1
Text I think about sending Sani
Instagram party post
Instagram post results
Through the window
At least the ancestors were hungry
Text Sani sends when he's gone in the morning
I'll do your bidding
Summer storm
Run away with me, please
Wormwood & ginger root
Caterpillar:
Up & leave
Sani's Jeep Wrangler
Caterpillar
Lyrics & stories
Sani needs to eat
The route
Places we decide to stop
Monticello Plantation, Charlottesville, Virginia
Dust #2
Thomas Jefferson had a blue beard


Things I notice about Sani while he sings "Strange fruit" by Billie Holiday
Things my grandfather taught me about the South
Things Sani knows about the South
Natural bridge, Virginia
Interstate 40
Motel #1
Old South : practice apocalypse
We lie like twin spirits
Creation according to Sani : the four worlds
We sleep
On our way to North Carolina
Ghost town in the sky, Maggie Valley, North Carolina
Holding my breath
Sunrise Inn Hotel
Billy Tripp's mindfield, Brownsville, Tennessee
Home
The Bluebird Cafe, Nashville, Tennessee
Dust #3
Hotel whatever
Willow : Nashville cemetery
Bruises
Hotel guitar lessons
Time is nothing but an illusion
Fort Smith National Historic Site, Arkansas
Time travel hotel
Hotel morning rituals (with Sani)
Pinnacle Mountain State Park, Arkansas
It feels like the second world
Storytelling
Car ride : storytelling
Stafford Air & Space Museum, Weatherford, Oklahoma
The lighthouse, Palo Duro Canyon State Park, Texas
Cadillac Ranch, Amarillo, Texas
Dram love : motel
Luna moth
Navajo Nation, Four Corners, New Mexico
Cocoon:
Four Corners : Arizona, Colorado, New Mexico & Utah
Cocoon
We fold down the seats & sleep in the back of the jeep
I also dream
Car ride to Window Rock
Kissing Sani (feels like...)
Window Rock
Almost at Sani's house & moths pepper the windshield
Sani's home
How to make pb&j according to Sani
Sani's room


"Samson," a song by Regina Spektor
Sani's dad is a medicine man
Sani's nightmares
Sani's dad refills his mystery pills
Health system
We have cocooned here
Coyote story : first scolder
Blood moon in New Mexico
Fireside chat
Guitar & voice & dance
Dancing
When the song is over
Puzzle in the sky
Sani's note
Disassemble
Alone
Note left in Sani's car : "All my life," a song by Texada
How our world was created
But I come back
Our fourth world
Sani : people stay away
I still don't know what the (mystery) pills are for
Sani's dad invites us to dinner
We have a moment of silence
Sketch me
Sani's dad is a medicine man whose father knew a hoodoo man
Grandfather left a letter for me
The root of the root
Hummingbird moth
& open
& open & open
& open & open & open
Truth
Moth:
This morning...
I woke up dead
Hoodoo fable
Sphinx moth
Truth : accident
Sani finds (ghost me)
Drive to the crossroads
(Moth) natural history
Grandfather at the crossroads
Missing
There is a whole lot of heaven
Sani : goodbye note
Ten years later : sold out, Madison Square Garden.
Notes
Moth & Sani's road trip playlist
Acknowledgments.