000856869 000__ 03316cam\a2200445\i\4500 000856869 001__ 856869 000856869 005__ 20210515160214.0 000856869 008__ 180627t20182018nyu\\\\\\\\\\\000\0aeng\\ 000856869 010__ $$a 2018002915 000856869 020__ $$a9781501125652$$q(hardcover) 000856869 020__ $$a1501125656$$q(hardcover) 000856869 020__ $$z9781501125690$$q(electronic book) 000856869 020__ $$a9781501125669 000856869 020__ $$a1501125664 000856869 035__ $$a(OCoLC)on1044612166 000856869 035__ $$a856869 000856869 040__ $$aLBSOR/DLC$$beng$$erda$$cDLC$$dOCLCO$$dOCLCF$$dTOH$$dZVR$$dBKL$$dIDU$$dYDX$$dFMG$$dTXWBR$$dTCH$$dJTH$$dOBE$$dRB0$$dDLC$$dMNE$$dJQM$$dDAC$$dYUS$$dRKWLC$$dVP@$$dIOG$$dOCLCO 000856869 042__ $$apcc 000856869 043__ $$an-us--- 000856869 049__ $$aISEA 000856869 05000 $$aE185.97.L394$$bA3 2018 000856869 08200 $$a305.896/073$$223 000856869 1001_ $$aLaymon, Kiese,$$eauthor. 000856869 24510 $$aHeavy :$$ban American memoir /$$cKiese Laymon. 000856869 250__ $$aFirst Scribner hardcover edition. 000856869 264_1 $$aNew York, NY :$$bScribner,$$c[2018] 000856869 300__ $$axiv, 241 pages ;$$c22 cm 000856869 336__ $$atext$$btxt$$2rdacontent 000856869 337__ $$aunmediated$$bn$$2rdamedia 000856869 338__ $$avolume$$bnc$$2rdacarrier 000856869 5050_ $$aBeen -- Boy man. Train ; Nan ; Wet ; Be -- Black abundance. Meager ; Contraction ; Hulk ; Gumption -- Home worked. Fantastic ; Disaster ; Already ; Soon -- Addict Americans. Greens ; Terrors ; Seat belts ; Promises -- Bend. 000856869 520__ $$a"In this powerful and provocative memoir, Kiese Laymon fearlessly explores what the weight of a lifetime of secrets, lies, and deception does to a black body, a black family, and a nation teetering on the brink of moral collapse. Laymon invites us to consider the consequences of living in a country wholly obsessed with progress yet wholly disinterested in the messy work of reckoning with where we've been. In Heavy, Laymon writes eloquently and honestly about growing up a hard-headed black son to a complicated and brilliant black mother in Jackson, Mississippi. From his early experiences of sexual violence, to his suspension from college, to his trek to New York as a young college professor, Laymon charts his complex relationship with his family, weight, sex, gambling, and writing. By attempting to name secrets and lies he and his mother spent a lifetime avoiding, Laymon asks himself, his mother, his nation, and us to confront the terrifying possibility that few of us know how to responsibly love"--$$cProvided by publisher. 000856869 520__ $$a"Laymon writes eloquently and honestly about the physical manifestations of violence, grief, trauma, and abuse on his own body. He writes of his own eating disorder and gambling addiction as well as similar issues that run throughout his family. Through self-exploration, storytelling, and honest conversation with family and friends, Heavy seeks to bring what has been hidden into the light and to reckon with all of its myriad sources, from the most intimate--a mother-child relationship--to the most universal--a society that has undervalued and abused black bodies for centuries"--$$cProvided by publisher. 000856869 60010 $$aLaymon, Kiese. 000856869 60010 $$aLaymon, Kiese$$xFamily. 000856869 650_0 $$aAfrican Americans$$vBiography. 000856869 650_0 $$aCompulsive gamblers$$zUnited States$$vBiography. 000856869 650_0 $$aEating disorders$$xPatients$$zUnited States$$vBiography. 000856869 650_0 $$aMother and child$$zUnited States. 000856869 655_7 $$aAutobiographies.$$2lcgft 000856869 85200 $$bgen$$hE185.97.L394$$iA3$$i2018 000856869 909CO $$ooai:library.usi.edu:856869$$pGLOBAL_SET 000856869 980__ $$aBIB 000856869 980__ $$aBOOK